time to improve my eng

i dont like to use eng to write blog
i hate it because
my eng is bad
that y sometime i cant really use eng to express my feeling.
friday was my surgical ward round.
like usual,
i went there without any preparation.
tis time the ward round was a bit different.
the doctor divided us into 3 small group and gave us 15 min to take history from a patient.
tis was the 1st time v done tat.
after that he asked us to present the case for him.
1st and the 2nd group was presented by ppl who r good in eng.
when came to 3rd good ,
it was presented by a malay gal ( eng is so so la)
maybe it was the 1st time of the malay gal
so she done a few grammar mistake in her conversation.
but
the doctor looked like very particular about it.
and
telling us it is better to improve our eng
cause if there is a external examiner ,
they may get frustrated and fail u.
sound a bit weird rite.
they fail u because u r bad in eng
not because of u r not good in knowledge o skills.
OMG!
that was the 1st time that came to my mind ,
i am not good in eng
especially is speaking.
i hardly use eng in my daily conversation
wat should i do?
suddenly envy those who r good in eng.
haiz...
need to start to improve my eng d...
no more broken eng
and
no more la lo ......