不公平

活在这世上，

每天等待着你的就是不公平。

小时候，

为什么其他人有玩具；

大一点时，

为什么有人不需用功就能考到好成绩；

出来社会，

为什么有人可以天天换车。

这世上有太多太多的不公平。

但

如果

没了这些所谓的不公平，

那来的奋斗和歏劳。

偶尔的抱怨又如何？

不公平就是我们的推动力。。。

result

result for supplement was out..

result not too bad as i managed to get grade B.

should i happy with it?

YES

i should 

at least i passed my exam and still able to get a not so bad result..

NO

i should not happy with it

as it can push me more in my study and the future.

sometimes

the effort u put does not equal to the results

but

u still need to try

if u dont even gv urself a chance 

who else will gv u?

雨后的彩虹。。

好久没上来了！

最煎熬的日子总算过去了。

老天爷还是疼惜着我们。

2个多月的时间，

一点都不长，

但

却让我体会和学会了许多的东西；

也让我看开了许多的事情。

有很多事情如果不是你亲身体验过，

你永远都不懂。

生命的道路不会永远都是直。

有时候，

跌倒是为了可以在未来的道路上无忧无虑地奔跑！

流不完的泪。。。

第三天了，

泪还是流不完。。

当大家在开心时，

只有我独自在泪流。

我以为我很坚强

但

我一点都不坚强

我需要依靠

谁能给我？

没人能懂我的心情。。

以前我可能也不会懂

但

东西只有发生在你身上时，

你才能真正的去体会那种悲哀与痛苦。。。。

泪..

已经是第二天了!

情绪还是不能平静下来,

老天爷认为我的人生挫折还不够多吗?

这算是一种考验吗?

this is the worse nightmare in my life...

can i make it through

everyone keep telling me to be tough 

but i am not tough enough to go through tis all alone by myself...

i never feel so sad in my life

i just don know wat to do...

tear is still finding me every time i think about it

i don wan to think it

but it is like the scar in my heart and wont heal forever

i keep telling myself tis is the last chance i give to myself...

if i fail again in 2 months time i will quit 

i cant cope the pressure anymore 

it make me cant breath.......

想。。。

夜已深，

但我却不想入眠。

我好喜欢深夜；

没有白天的吵闹，

剩下的只有平静与安宁。

是深思的最佳时刻。

医学

说难不难；

说容易并不容易。

它需要不是聪明；

而是

毅力和努力。

只要你努力，

一切都不成问题。

很多人都认为

医生

是有钱的，

是万能的。

其实，

医生只不过是个名字比较好听而已。

好赚？

外头有很多的职业都比医生好赚。

打个比喻：

一个生意好的26岁小贩，

月入可能是一万。

但

一个26岁的医生，

只不过是个刚出茅庐的新人，

月入只不过是3，4 千。

一个不小心，

可能还要配上一条人命！

以前，

读书只是为了应付考试，

考完就可忘掉。

但

现在读书，

不只是为了应付考试而已，

还要面对人命。

个人认为读医学最需要的：

不是

聪明

而是心态！

因为

你不只需要对自己付责任；

他人的命也在你的手上。。

写这些不是为了什么，

而是为了给自己一个警惕！！

Too Much

there got tons of thing i wish to write

but,

i just too lazy to write them out.

they have been flowing in my brain for a long time
but 

every time when it comes to write it out
suddenly they all gone.

1st 

i would like to talk about JPA
omg 

the scene happens every year.

why?

13A miss the chance to continue study in oversea
while

8A has the chance to fly oversea to study?

reason given :

it does mean u got many A u will have the priority to study oversea.

WTF!!

if like tat 

y i need to study so hard?

there is no free lunch in the world.
ppl have been sacrificed a lot to get good results

but

now "someone" is trying to deny their hard works!

it is good to keep the top in our country 

but

ask ourselves 1st

do v capable to do so?  

v r not well prepare yet

but 

keep saying those ppl who have a better opportunity in oversea not love their country 

it is just like u wan to keep an eagle in a cage
do u think tat the tiny cage is enough for the eagle to show off its good flying skill?

no way....

 i had read an article about suggesting gov not to send ppl to go to oversea

somehow it makes sense

how many of them will back to M'sia?

how many of them will work for gov for the rest of their lives?

why don't use tat money to upgrade our own local Uni?

if our country got a world class Uni

u think ppl will still thinking of going oversea to study?