RESPONSIBILITY

haiz...

really no mood to study..

exam is ald around the corner d

but

i still no mood to study.

2 more weeks is my cornass d

i got lot of things waiting me to study

but i still no mood to study yet.

i am not a resposible person and yet a future doc.

i should study for the sake of exam o the sake of knowledge.

there are lot of things waiting me to know,

but

i am just study for the sake of exam.

i got the pass year que

so for me

i just concentrate in those famous topic and que

the rest i just read through it and will 4get it in just a few min later.

arg...

i know i should study for the sake to gain knowlegde not to pass the exam

but wat can i do now?

i am lacking of time

and yet i am lazy...

i am not a responsible person yet a bad future doc!

argh......

WAT I WANT?

sad?
down?
i dont know how to describe it.
mixed feeling.
just let it go,
but it still hurt!
i dont wan to think about it,
but it comes all the way by itself to find me.
wat should i do.
i keep telling myself,
wat i need to do now is just concentrate in my study,
but
when things come ,
it still hurt!
it is time to 4get it,
it is time to concentrate in my study again.
hope everything will back to normal again by 2molo!!
GOD Bless ME!!!

DONATION＋car wash

our medical society is going to sarawak sibu to do community service in tis june

so v need money and v need to raise fund.

there are 60 ppl joining tis programme.

v were divided in to 12 groups and went to different place to raise fund.

tat was a tough stuff.

my group went to SS1

ppl live there are extremely rich their house are super pretty

but

the more richer the more stingy

they just send their maid to ask us go away

without seeing us.

WTF!

just hope them to donate some to ask

RM 50 o RM 100

for them just like "drinking water"

even they give us RM 10 v also accept

for those who donate more than RM50

they can require us to wash car o do other stuffs.

but i am very dissapointed

they looked us like v r cheating them their money

i know outside there got so many cheater

and i can understand how they feel and y they act like tat

but

i still feel some insulting .

most of us r getting sunburn since v need to walk from house to house at 2 o 3 pm

SHIT!

but wat v get is very very little

i really hope those multi rich ppl can gv us some donation

50 o 100 for them r very easy only

even some of the plant in their r more than tat price la

but y they dont wan to help us..

tat wat v call MALAYSIAN

even the foreigner is much much kind than them

very tired when i am typing these

so sure got a lot of mistakes

pls 4get me...

going to raise fund again later at 7 am

tis time v r going to the place where rich rich ppl will go there jogging.

hope v can get as much donation as v can la

GAMBATEH!!!

time to improve my eng

i dont like to use eng to write blog
i hate it because
my eng is bad
that y sometime i cant really use eng to express my feeling.
friday was my surgical ward round.
like usual,
i went there without any preparation.
tis time the ward round was a bit different.
the doctor divided us into 3 small group and gave us 15 min to take history from a patient.
tis was the 1st time v done tat.
after that he asked us to present the case for him.
1st and the 2nd group was presented by ppl who r good in eng.
when came to 3rd good ,
it was presented by a malay gal ( eng is so so la)
maybe it was the 1st time of the malay gal
so she done a few grammar mistake in her conversation.
but
the doctor looked like very particular about it.
and
telling us it is better to improve our eng
cause if there is a external examiner ,
they may get frustrated and fail u.
sound a bit weird rite.
they fail u because u r bad in eng
not because of u r not good in knowledge o skills.
OMG!
that was the 1st time that came to my mind ,
i am not good in eng
especially is speaking.
i hardly use eng in my daily conversation
wat should i do?
suddenly envy those who r good in eng.
haiz...
need to start to improve my eng d...
no more broken eng
and
no more la lo ......