流不完的泪。。。

第三天了，

泪还是流不完。。

当大家在开心时，

只有我独自在泪流。

我以为我很坚强

但

我一点都不坚强

我需要依靠

谁能给我？

没人能懂我的心情。。

以前我可能也不会懂

但

东西只有发生在你身上时，

你才能真正的去体会那种悲哀与痛苦。。。。

泪..

已经是第二天了!

情绪还是不能平静下来,

老天爷认为我的人生挫折还不够多吗?

这算是一种考验吗?

this is the worse nightmare in my life...

can i make it through

everyone keep telling me to be tough 

but i am not tough enough to go through tis all alone by myself...

i never feel so sad in my life

i just don know wat to do...

tear is still finding me every time i think about it

i don wan to think it

but it is like the scar in my heart and wont heal forever

i keep telling myself tis is the last chance i give to myself...

if i fail again in 2 months time i will quit 

i cant cope the pressure anymore 

it make me cant breath.......