1st time

it is my 1st time to buy things from net.
i have a mix feeling.
happy and worry!
happy= because it is much more cheaper
worry = i scared i cant receive the items
no matter wat !
i hope to get the items as soon as possible!

i hope to open one more blog
but i scared i dont hv much time to blog it.
the blog will totally different from the previous.
it will mainly focus on my personal's views and opinions on certain topic
i am looking forward to it...
if i am more hardworking it will be created very soon.....

Going back to Kl

going back to kl ...
need to start doing my elective d.
but very boring
because i only need to interview patient on tuesday and friday
while i am free on the other days
and i dont know wat can i do?
haiz...
superduper boring la...
hope can finish it in 2 weeks time .
hui said wan go to HK
but
sure cant make it one.
going to find yue wen next week and will have a hair cut too.
my life is like a ship sailing in a big ocean without any light...
haiz...
no goal!
lost !
hope everything can back to normal very soon.
my biggest wish in tis holiday is to gain weight
i wan gain 10kg la
I WAN GAIN WEIGHT!!

蛋糕

今天，
做了chocolate cheese cake。
卖相不好，
以后会多多加强！

第一次做，
虽然是失败了，
但还是可以入口的！

原本,
应该是云石的形状，
但，
失败了！
变成了两层的形态。

I AM BACK

long time din update my blog.
cause was busing about my exam.
finally ,
exam is finished.
and
i am free now!!
frankly,
i dont like holiday,
especially is long long holiday.
nothing to do!
dont need to worry about the work
and
make me feel like useless.
my life becomes chaos.
too free
until making me to think nonsence!
tat's y i hate holiday.
some thoughts r just coming to my mind without my permission.
i dont wan it.
i feel like i am losing control of myself.
it makes me feel like i dont know who am i
and
wat i wan
i hate it.
i very very hate it!!!!

RESPONSIBILITY

haiz...

really no mood to study..

exam is ald around the corner d

but

i still no mood to study.

2 more weeks is my cornass d

i got lot of things waiting me to study

but i still no mood to study yet.

i am not a resposible person and yet a future doc.

i should study for the sake of exam o the sake of knowledge.

there are lot of things waiting me to know,

but

i am just study for the sake of exam.

i got the pass year que

so for me

i just concentrate in those famous topic and que

the rest i just read through it and will 4get it in just a few min later.

arg...

i know i should study for the sake to gain knowlegde not to pass the exam

but wat can i do now?

i am lacking of time

and yet i am lazy...

i am not a responsible person yet a bad future doc!

argh......

WAT I WANT?

sad?
down?
i dont know how to describe it.
mixed feeling.
just let it go,
but it still hurt!
i dont wan to think about it,
but it comes all the way by itself to find me.
wat should i do.
i keep telling myself,
wat i need to do now is just concentrate in my study,
but
when things come ,
it still hurt!
it is time to 4get it,
it is time to concentrate in my study again.
hope everything will back to normal again by 2molo!!
GOD Bless ME!!!

DONATION＋car wash

our medical society is going to sarawak sibu to do community service in tis june

so v need money and v need to raise fund.

there are 60 ppl joining tis programme.

v were divided in to 12 groups and went to different place to raise fund.

tat was a tough stuff.

my group went to SS1

ppl live there are extremely rich their house are super pretty

but

the more richer the more stingy

they just send their maid to ask us go away

without seeing us.

WTF!

just hope them to donate some to ask

RM 50 o RM 100

for them just like "drinking water"

even they give us RM 10 v also accept

for those who donate more than RM50

they can require us to wash car o do other stuffs.

but i am very dissapointed

they looked us like v r cheating them their money

i know outside there got so many cheater

and i can understand how they feel and y they act like tat

but

i still feel some insulting .

most of us r getting sunburn since v need to walk from house to house at 2 o 3 pm

SHIT!

but wat v get is very very little

i really hope those multi rich ppl can gv us some donation

50 o 100 for them r very easy only

even some of the plant in their r more than tat price la

but y they dont wan to help us..

tat wat v call MALAYSIAN

even the foreigner is much much kind than them

very tired when i am typing these

so sure got a lot of mistakes

pls 4get me...

going to raise fund again later at 7 am

tis time v r going to the place where rich rich ppl will go there jogging.

hope v can get as much donation as v can la

GAMBATEH!!!